of gorgeous-ness

alrite...so, you don't really need to convince me...Italian men encompasses some of the most gorgeous male specimen in the world~ *mmmmhhh*

anyways, i had a good time at the Japanese nite, despite me being so irrationally shy towards him. gosh, what is it with me and not giving people chances? or should i say, not giving myself a chance? =.=" this borders from me being too much of a perfectionalist (*wonders* is there even such a word?)
well, i really dont know...
why? on one hand i can say; im open to happiness, yet i deny myself the chance subconsciously...?
why? is it that i realise my mistake...yet, when it comes to crunch time, i still get completely nervous and mess up instead?

seriously, i am better than this. i know better than to make the same mistakes. again.
yes, the solution is...practise
and so,

practice makes perfect

anyways, its latee...
buona notte~

because . . .

1. we are all visual creatures (yes, i said all of us, are, admit it or not...)
2. the blog is in dire need of updates, picturewise ;)
   

Saturday, 25102008
dinner at Tusk, Chapel Street before Marie Antoinette: The Colour of Flesh

Jamie + her usual: icedchocolate

mummy

@ Prahran

pretty blossom tree:)

Monday, 20102008
lunch at Madame SouSou, Brunswick Street

main: le canard. with sweet and sour aubergine and dark chocolate sauce (i didnt enjoy it as much as i thought i would)

entree: blue cheese souffle with celery, walnuts and bread sauce (nice and, the walnuts were nyummy)

pre-entree??

mummy@ madame SouSou

random narcissistic shot of myself...yeah yeahh,i was trying to be pudgy and cute, but ended up looking pudgy and retarded. oh wells...

Saturday, 18102008
cycling from St Kilda to Brighton Beach (& back again)

Jack and Derek: touristy shot

Jack and Derek: the semi-crack-at-artistic shot

more backdated picturess soon..~

and now, when i look at it in retrospect . . . it was a narrow escape, indeed.
i see; i'm not the only one who was under your scrutiny
and i am just one of the many of which hearts out there that you have previously broken.

anyways, thats all over now~~

today was as good a Friday as i have had in quite some time . . .
had brunch at Mart again, and it was almost perfect; good weather, good company and good food:)
of course, receiving the significant, petite, turquoise blue package wrapped in a white ribbon did make my already perfect day a little more brighter, if that was even possible;)
that silver heart toggle charm bracelet with the Eiffel tower charm is my Graduation present<3 and much thanks to my family!

although i've been feeling pretty disappointed at being so pointless for the past few weeks...i feel a change coming on, as my optimism mounts~ hopefully, for good:) and i remember again, that I shall always have the support and morale from those that are closest and dearest to me~

nitess

*goes off to dream about Paris*