lessons~

there is exactly 6 days left till my first exam~ and, no, im not working tonite, i'm going clubbing instead...hahahah. yes, everyone may think i am crazy rite about now, but hey, i know what i need to do, and thank god, now, i dont need to justify it to anyone else but myself now [sorry, mum & dad~ but i still love u~ hahah..]

anyways, like i blogged about b4, i had 'lost my way' during the past week, but im gradually finding my way back on track again~ thanxx to some advice and support from my best frends, who i had left in the dark during that time...~~ and i realised that they are going through similar but their own, dilemmas as well, some quite similar to mine, some are not..but anyways, i know, that they have equally tough decisions to make and deal with, as i have.

i learnt a few things this week;

• nothing is as 'perfect' as it really seems,
• this loneliness i felt, is more common and perfectly normal that i thought it was, but all i needed to do was to reach out to my frends..~
• don't be afraid of or fight change - embrace it and learn to adapt to it,
• never say 'never', becoz we cant predict the future, and we shouldnt limit our scope on living life..~
• and most importantly, always have hope. becoz that's what makes life worth living for.

well, that brings me to the end of the post, good luckzz to everyone having examss! or assignments due soon~~ and study hard, work hard and play hard too~! xOxO~

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"do not be afraid of life; believe that life is worth living, and your belief
will help create the fact"

the week everything went . . .

this will be a long post, so brace yourselves~ ^^

so, it has been a long, long week 12, the week when three of my final assignments are due...ECC2890's 3000 word group essay on the economic development of Hong Kong on Wednesday, followed by INT3015's semester essay on the impacts of Globalisation on the World Environment, and EUR3080's 2nd essay on Sovereignty in Europe on Friday. of course, i just had to procastinate till the very last days, and only (barely) finished them before the deadline, all except for EUR3080, which i only completed last nite, after getting an extension for it..gosh..i was just so super stressedd over them, i was sleepless in the mornings..for the past week or so, i have been waking up at 7-ish in the morning, and be unable to fall back asleep again - regardless of the time i would go to bed the nite b4.. it is a weird kind of insomnia, that i wake up so early in the morning, but painful nonetheless..on the plus side, looking like a panda meant that i had an excuse to borrow jamie's shades and wear them virtually everywhere (even in the library~ to my group meeting) *lolzz*

other than that, happiee, happiieee belated birthdayy to my upstairs neigbour and good frend, Bryan~~~!! who celebrated his bday on the 9th of October~

so sorry, the surprise was a complete disaster >.<" believe me, if i knew u had no clue, we would have been sitting in the bathroom blowing balloons for the surprise for much longer than that...lolx

and yay~ i got paid this week, for the 24 and a half hours i worked last week~~ only to find something reaally weird was going on with my taxed amount; $94!~~ oh my goshh...is that even possible that my taxx rate is likee, 23%!!?? so weirrdd...

hrmss..it also looks like i will be wearing my contacts most of this week, as i have been a klutz again, and broken my own glasses >.< color="#ff6666">red-framed glasses.. *sighs* now, i have to wait for them, while they are being fixed..~

anyways, this week has been a really tough one for me as can be seen from my gloomy MSN nicks, these past few times...and i admit to having a *mini-breakdown* in the middle of this week..when, i was just freaking out over what little time left i had to do everything. but, it was all my own doing for not starting my own assignments earlier. but this panic attack made me realise, i cant handle as much as i thought i could b4....which did lower my confidence alot during the last week. but, dunt worry, i have thought about it..and this being a new week, i have a chance to start again..a chance to not make the same mistakes again, and hope i stick with it~^^
ohs yeahh, and well, i dun think my secret ♥ is just that into me after all, & yes, of course i'm broken.♥'d...but as i know what i'm worth, this wont take long to get over;)

xOxO~

the joy of graduation~

Congratulations to jun & yingying deares on graduating from Ba. of Commerce (Management) and Ba. of Commerce (Accounting and Finance) respectively, today~~!! for the past few years, i've noticed the fresh graduates clothed in their thick black capes with the silky colorful ribbons, but never realised, till today, how significant or momentous an occasion, graduation really is. and, its totally cheesy and all..but i can't help but feel so happy for them~ that they have officially completed their degree and are moving on to another 'step' in life...~ and, i wish them only the bestt in everything else they do~~

me + jun; congratzz sweetie~!!

hrmm...well, i started working again @ Magic City...guess, the job is alrite...its a better place than Oriental Tea House, classier and more sophisticated, the people are pretty nice~~ and the food is reeeeallyy yuumm~ its like the 'Camberwell branch of Longrain'~ but...i do miss everyone at OTH. i worked the past two nites, but it was just eardley and me in the restaurant. and, of course, eardley is super nice...but, i really reaally miss having other ppl around...~ can't wait till every1 else starts work too..^^

anyways, im so super tired...and i really don't need to look like a panda, despite them being one of my favourite animals..~ ><