do you know about those times, when we
really regret some of the things we did and wished that time would just
rewind itself, just so we could do things a
different way? well, there is this situation or more like a series of situations which i really would approach differently, given the chance again. i was
tactless,
juvenile and
stubborn, and i really cant believe it because i really was being
exactly like a person who i used to '
hate', and yes, i do realise this also makes me a hypocrite. i believe that life is all about a balance..for everything we do, there usually is a balance to uphold. for instance, i have become a very rational person when it comes to matters of my
<3, i may come off as
indifferent,
heartless and almost incapable of believing in love. but the truth remains that i do. my mistake comes from over-emphasising the former, and misleading the
one person who i unknowingly, have given a small piece of my <3 color="#333399">some important things that need to be defended as well.
i was selfish and protective of my own feelings, and ended up with the cold, hard realisation of the truth that i have been denying all along. so, it goes to show, i have become very averse to spontaneity and taking risks and unable to live my life as it is...
but most importantly, i wished i told you before, that i chose
you, but i knew
actions are stronger than words, and i thought i would show you in time. i would choose
you.
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